PriNce$s-Lisa

2007-06-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO KIMWEE!!!!!!!!!
i say hello kimwee.. cuz he everydae also go view my blog.. hahax
so funny.. *coughing..*ok.. not funny..

todae is a very funny dae.. cuz of my junior peiyu..
haa.. she always gets bullied by seniors.. hahax.. including me..
lolx.. now she sec3 mahx.. so she got sec1 juniors liao..
then very funny!!!!!!!!
Sec1 have chinese,india,japanese,malay in my section..
the peiyu go ask them wanna go her hse todae after sch for practice..
lol.. they say ok.. wth.. like go her hse celebrate racial harmony dae los!!!!!!
haha.. so funny..wad a stupid thing she does..
we never had done that before.. hahax..
hmm.. that might make her a good SL?
we'll see as time pass by..

gtg ler.. going sch in the morning lateR!
band practice exchange program with a primary sch...
gonna teach them how t play their instruments well,cuz they going for SYF!!
haha.. and.. my band teacher says.. THEY(those primary sch kids) WILL BITE!!!!!!
LOL!!

AND YAR.. JEFF.. U MADE MY DAE~ TY^^

2007-06-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

[54 more days]
buck up la lisa! everyday... slacking.. even the teacher also ask u y u sleep in class..
dots..
hmm..
so worried abt someone..(not bryan)
why did he change to become like that..
and.. his gf is so concern abt him..
he didn;t even care to just that a look at him..
and he met this stupid so-called frd of his!!!!!
is such a saiko that he turn drew bad and get him into trouble...
Lastly... that saiko left him to handle everything alone..

Speechless...

2007-06-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

And... This Is Cheryl Foo Si Yi...xD

Next.. She Fall Off the ChaiR.. LOL!!!!!!!

2007-06-21T17:35:00.001+08:00

[ART STUDIO~]
hahax.. It all begin with Cheryl.. -_-"
She start to play with the computer cam.
and we started taking photos like this...
There are mani different effects that the Com. Cam. can do!!

Photo1-It's my Hand using the mirror image effect..

Photo2-Me and ZhenYin kissinG.. swt.. hahax

Photo3-KissinG with ZY caught BY YAWEN AND CHERYL!

Photo4&5-Mirror Image...

Photo6-OMG!!!! CAN U SEE MY HEAD?!?!?

Photo7-It's my and cheryl~

Photo8-Our face.. looks.. ewww....

Photo9-Mirror Image agaiN=)

Lastly!!! Photo10-normal.. lolx..

COMMENTS PLEASE~~THANKS=)

2007-06-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

[Who can Help Me?]
Can anyone pull me back i dun wanna go down deep inside the drain
and never get back agaiN..........='/
ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SorRy FrdS!!!!!!!!!!! but i cant help it...
-_-" i'm still entangled abt me and him de things..
i dunno lahx.. i really try liao los..

SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyone studied for this holidae?
i never even touch the books or anything that is educational..-_-"
god.. i'm gonna flunk everything..
after the broke up,
i totally went all the way down.....

anyone pls lend me a hand..
kai dao me.. sickening life i;m having....

and i still cant face jiawen and bryan...
wth happening to me..............
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2007-06-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

[Fish&Co.]
6th of june~
After the literature lecture... I went to FISH&CO.!!!!!!!!!
hahax.. so nyce to be there.. lolx.. with yawen and evelyn.. oh my..
haha.. we play much in there.. play with that lemon.. hahax..
ehhh.. i brought home that flaggy.. hahax.. we ate NewYork Fish&Chip!!!!!!!
whaha.. damn nyce los.. it's been so long that i ate that.. xD
yummY~~

7th june~~
hmm..
Todae morning woke up wear the top that i bought ytd..
hahax.. well,i feel funny wearing it thou.. -_-"
anyway.. after that Literature leture.. when to cinileisure with yawen,
wanted to catch a movie somehow.. but ruoxia was late..
so we took our lunch there.. haha.. ate some japanese fooD..
waited for ruoxia to come..
she came liao.. we went to the arcade to play.. xD
like small kids.. lolx.. xP
cuz the movie starts at 3.50 and we are like 50mins earlier.. xD
Anyway..
The most HILARIOUS thing is..............
MY PHONE RANG SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS SONG WHILE WATCHING THE MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahax.. oh my god.. i'm like laughing my ass out los!!!!!!!
Yawen and ruoxia kept laughing at me.. -_-" anyway.. it's kinda funny.. so..
go ahead and laugh!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA~~~~ lolx.. xD

2007-06-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

[UpdaTe] xP
hahax.. hello people.. i update ler lahx..

sian..
Friends oversea.........
Cousins oversea...................
aLl leave me alone in s'pore...
this few daes i rot at home...
rotted liao.. -_-"

WelL...
i'm so far..
doing quite ok coping with life without bryan..
Have my Frds to support me mahx.. hahax..
that's how i get through all this daes..
i Believe i can do better.. =)
i'll have to learn lots of things in Life..

My CousiN tell me..
'It's silly and dumb for a gal to trust a guy wholeheartedly.. be-cuz u will never get anything back in return'
i guess so.. it'll only makes u go worsen..
gonna buck up in Life.. hahax..
Like wad hazi says.. 'Live the fullest in Life!!!'
xD
update soon again.. bye~

2007-05-05T04:48:00.000+08:00

[MYE now..]

Keyboard spoiled ler..
so didn't blog for like daes.. or.. weeks.. and months..
now blogging at andrew de house.. my cousin..
todae is his birthddae!!

Happy birthdae to u..
happy birthdae to u..
happy birthdae to andrew!
happy birthdae to... u.....=)

some words for a friend..(SPK)
Don think so much already..
Let nature take path alright..
things like this cant rush de..
i know u can handle..
u can try to talk to someone when there's a need..
do not.. stay at home with nothing to do,
and end up being so paranoid..
Do not do what i have done..
i have been so silly.. so stupid.. and so devoted..
but.. yar.. i regretted for not spending time with him in the past..
but,it's really too late.. it's too Late..and nothing can be done..
All i can do is.. give them my blessings.. i really hope that i meant
wad i said..But.. nobody knows.. except for me.. myself..
I'll be there for u in time of needs.. as a friend.. =)

Life is Full of SHIT..
Guys are all.. what i've seen..
They are nothing,but disappointment..

2007-04-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

[BanD Life for me will never enD..]

Band!!!! i love u so much!!!!
Todae the last dae of performance For the sec4 and sec5s'...
Percussion was damn nervous lahx.. hahax.. worst than SYF man..
Last performancE.. And... WE DONE REALLY REALLY WELL!!! XD
We swang with the music.. we feel the Dymanics.. We play with feelinGs..
hahax.. we prove to other people that we are better than Bronze banD ler!!!
good joB membeRs..

Todae.. so sad lorX.. everyone cried.. almost everyone lahx.. lol..
i went around hugging people.. xP hahax.. hug hug then cry..
.... actually never cry de.. but.. dotS.. junioRs all cry then i also cry.. lol..
my percussion junioR.. cry till like all the senioRs die like that..
so funNy.. hahax.. but.. kinda sad lahx.. i see her cry i also wanna cry..
lolx..

Band..
we cry together as we all have feelings for this band..
this band was with us since Sec1.. and it will be with us foreveR.. =)
HugS to banD...
GoodBye to NV Main Band.. AND!!!! Hello to NV ALumni BanD!!! xD

2007-04-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

GRatS to choiR.. =]
continue to jia yoU..

Tml will be my last dae performing ler..
That will be the end of my Band's life will it?
i will miss BanD.. and everything we had together..
all the obstacles we went through together hand in hand..
yapX.. it's very memorable.. everything will be kept in my heart.. =]
LOVE YA BAND!!!! ONE BAND? ONE SOUND!!!

Much Love,

2007-04-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

[Waiting for the Rain to FalL..]

Close to U..
So faR aWay..
Empty Space..
SeasoN changeD..

slient Splitted through the open door..
will u see it black and white..
snows falls down,alone tonight..
Noone's ever feel that this before...

What went wronG..
with u... and me..
This is my apology..
cuz even when i fall asleep...
stays with me... U stays with me..

Stuck inside a broken fame..
watching as seasons changed..
Hoping time will finally set me free..
Suddenly u're standing there..
a crowded street,a lonely stand..
A thousand miles of traffice came between...

What When wronG...
with u.. and me..
this is my apology..
From the moment that i live..
stays with me.. u stays with me..

Every letters that u wrote..
stays with me..
Even promise that u broke..
stays with me..
And everything is left inside..
stays with.. stays with me...

Close to u.. so far away..
Rented place..empty space..
Slient splitted through the open door..
Noone ever feel like that before...
no one..

2007-04-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

[EmptinEes SurrendeD mE...]

I just wanna study hard and get everything into my head..

i really wan to...

Like wad shiwei and the rest says...
Dont let anything stop me from studying..

2007-04-14T03:42:00.000+08:00

[WHy did this happened to me..]

i just wanna Be strong...
i really wanna be...
now i have no more pillar to depend on anymore..
i need to learn how to be strong and independent...

Our conversation.. makes me think of our past..
that's how u talk me before we broke up..
that's how sweet of u to ask me to cover my blanket and things...
i really cried.. i tried.. to control myself already..
hai... i really wanna let go..
U are close to me.. yet.. so far away..
when will this kind of life end for me? God knows..
God please.. save me...

2007-04-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

I get Lost & So ConfuseD.... It's Hard to Say... I know u took a long time to think abt whether to break up with me... so i know it's hard to get back... Nvm.. i am Speechless of what u just said... i am.. just... useless...

2007-04-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

What to blog abt lex..
just now went back to sch for band..
yar.. then he suddenly come and talk to me..

He ask me how is my life....
i dunno how to say mahx.. so i say like that los..
then yar.. ask me how that gal cry...
blablabla...
then.. he say y i cannot face him when talking..
i mean.. i really dunno how to face u..
i look at u.. i may cry anytime lo..
it's very good to talk u and not crying already...
i'm improving on overcoming my fear...
i am trying really hard to control my emotions..
i dun wanna make u feel guilty or wad...
yar.. just.. I'm happy that u are still using the pencil box i gave u...
really happy.. i think.. that's enough for me ler..
But yar.. i also understand that.. if the wallet and pencil box i gave u,
spoiled.. and u change it.. i wont blame u.. cuz it's normal people's reactions..

signing off.. Nite GuyS...

2007-04-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

[SYF Results]

We got BrronzE!!! =]
To deaR banD membeRs..
It's fine for us to get bronze..
u see the proceeds we been through together.. it's more than enough..
it's the band spirit, we all strive hard for it together as a band..
we practice as a band.. we do everything as a band..
We face all the obstacles together!!! =)
medals are nothing it's the proceeds that counts.. =]
cheer on people!!! u can try again next time..
OUR MOTO:ONE BAND ONE SOUND~~
MUch Love,Lisa

So tiring.. -_-" cant really sleep well on tuesdae night..
slept at 2plus and woke up at 7..
and.. yesterdae was the SYF=Siang Yew Festival.. hahax.. jkjk..
It's er.. Singapore Youth Festival.. lolx.. xD
After competition.. Band members went back to sch..
but sheue lee and me stays at SCH=singapore conference hall..
waiting for the results.. so tiring.. lolx..but very exciting.. -_-"
those we have heart problems.. better not be there.. hahax..
later the results out.. then they got hospital..xD
Like on the 2nd dae of band SYF.. one student break down.. and was send to hospital..
todae.. is thursdae.. and... I'M AT HOME!!! too tiring lahs.. forget to set my alarm..
and it rang at 10.30.. lolx.. and my mum says,since i never go sch.. i have to follow her
to pray my grandma.. =] yar... thaT's it for now.. =]

BAND MEMBERS,TAKE GREAT CARE.. =] WE ARE GONNA FACE MORE THAN THIS IN FUTURE.. SO.. WE GONNA BE STRONG!!! =]

2007-04-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

Lost without U...
i Keep Try to My way..
But all i know is i'm lost without U..
i keep tryin to face the day...
Lost without U....

He ask me,
If he stead with that gal.. how would i feel or react...
i said.. i will break down.. but i will still be waiting for him..
He asked me not to wait,and let fate decide..
He say he dun wanna see me like this.. But..
i cant Be like the past happy lisa without Him..
And he Apologised...

He dun owe me any apology..
i dun wanna hear sorry from him..
it hurts me deeply too..
His words.. so confident.. He gave me straight answers..
which i know.. He dun love me anymore..
not even a single tiny love..

i asked him...
does he think that it'll be better for us to remain friends..
he say he dun wanna say things to hurt me..
which i can tell from his words.. i know the answer..
i just wanna say.. i'm sorry.. i didn't mean to make u feel guilty..
i just wanna know the answer.. and now.. i got all the answers i want..

Now.. I'm totally Lost..

2007-04-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

[2 more daes to SYF]

SYF on wednesdae ler.. so fast..
hope time flies.. =[

I dunno wad to blog abt..
so.. down right now...

nah.. time time time time time time is passing so slowly...
it's like killing me..

Signing oFf..

2007-04-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

[A new beGiniNg,A neW StarT]

I got MP4.. whaha.. lolx..
And I'm gonna change a nEw PhoNe!!!
cuz my phone spoiled.. -_-"
ok.. yar.. I'm trying my best! I am really!
and i got so much of u supporting me!
... i'm too high.. -_-"
yar.. then.. i try to talk to bryan and be friends with him!!
And yar.. just wanna be friends.. i dun wanna end up like mani other couples..
who dont even talk to one another after break up..
so yar.. friends for live!!! xD

I"m gonna change myself.. Into someone better than ever.. =)
i will.. that's my Aim!!

okies.. ANY GUYS TO INTRO??!?!?!
jkjk..

going off ler.. Nite people~

[I love everyonE!]

2007-04-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

[Time can Heal Everything.. Like what everyone says]

Thanks melissa.. for spending some time Talking to me..
when i need someone to talk to..
yar.. i feeling much much better..
will take ur advice.. cuz i dun wanna get slapped by ruoxia anymore also..
Mel says.. dun let the past be with u,just keep them as memories can ler...
And everyone says.. i can leave happily without U..
I know all sisters,my friends.. they all dun wanna me to be sad..
I'll try my best again.. To let them just be memorieS..

Thank you Mel..Nite..=]
Nite everyone else..
*Hug+pincheS*

2007-04-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

<<<<<>
still remember? i wrote it.. on ur book and my book.. our N lvl MAth tys..

i put a smile on ur name too..
memorable.. for me..
*MisSeS*

2007-04-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

Do U really thinks that i miss Tochi?
i was damn upsad..
i wan something to stay with u,
like something staying with me..
that big head softtoy.. it's with me..
every night,i hug it to sleep.. at times..
i cried.. i **** *... not Tochi..
nvm.. i guess..
It's hard for me to let go of u..
It's a great impact on me..
and i'm gonna leave with it for the rest of my life..
i need to heal.. i **** *,but that will never ever happen again..

2007-04-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

If u were ever a Tear In myEye..
I'll never cry as i fear for losing u my darling..
(that was when u were in NZ.. )

If a drop of water is pretty,
u will be a beauty..
because u are a sea..
i miss u darling..
(that was also in NZ.. )

i just.. feel my heart.. cracked..
I STILL LOVE U..
But...

2007-04-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

[SYF- 6 more daes.. ]

hmm.. todae went for band practice..
before that i went to actually face to face talk with that gal.. lolx..
i mean.. i wanna know what's going on lar..
i know she was scared of me.. cuz she do not know what i will think of her..
be-cuz bryan likes her.. she also scared that i'll loathes her.. -_-"

well..I told her this;i have somethings to talk to her abt and yar,i told her i just wnana know the truth.. whether she like bryan anot... and i just wanna give her my blessings..i told her,At first,when i know that bryan likes her,i really loathes her like nobody's business!!!
arghh.. i mean i keep having this thinking,she knows me and bryan were together,but Y.. **** ***** ******* ************ ******************* ************ ******. yar..
and everything is like so sudden..
And i thought to myself.. will there be any changes,will bryan come back to me if i hate her? i will only lost a friend.. which is silly lar.. and it's not worth..

i told her alot of things.. i ask her whether she knows wad i'm gonna ask before i say anything,
yar.. she say yes.. lolx.. i was like.. ok.. since both of us knows wad's going on,that just talk things out bah.. i ask her lots of question lo.. and questions that i wanna know the answer long time ago..

i just wanna trust her..
and trust myself for trusting her.. =)
i'm grinne that we can still be like in the past..

As for the questions that i ask her,i will not say.. be-cuz i think i need to respect every of our conversation todae.. lolx..

ty for reading^^ and thanks to those who are for me much.. i love u guys..

[i'll face the fear of living without u.. ]

2007-04-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

[Emptiness surrounded me.. ]

He left me.. ='( on the 13th fEb...
we were together for 1 year 6 months and 2 daes..
And we broke up.. He says we are people from different world,
he says We dun understand each other at all.. he says he dun understand me at all...
(if he dun understand me,how can we be together for so long)
i broke down.. totally.. the dae u left me.. the thing that i fear for.. had come..

i know all ur reasons are excuses..
i know who u like... and the girl is someone i know quite well..
i just wan u to tell me the truth...
u still remember the dae chemistry common test.. u went studying with her and her friends..
i'm already suspecting something is going on between u guys..
and that dae.. sport's dae.. u went out with ur friends and her.. at sheue lee's working area..
sheue lee was surpised to see her with u and ur friends.. sheue lee ask her how come she with u all.. she say u ask her go de.. i was jealous.. really.. but..
i trust u whole-heartedly... u treat me like that..

u ask me not to abondon u.. but u did this to me.. my heart is really crushed down.. i cried for months.. till now.. i'm still cry over u.. i got scolded from my frds.. they say i'm silly to cry for u this worthless guy.. but.. i still love u.. wad can i do..

there's nothing i can do right now.. ur heart is no longer with me.. u left me.. u abondon me.. u no longer want me.. and u fell for someone else..

[ShreDDed witH TeaRs]

2007-01-24T10:01:00.000+08:00

so long never blog..
nearly forgot abt my blog password thou..
boring life here..

since sch reopens.. i've been sleeping in class..
teachers are so boring.. their teaching i meant..
In band.. there's problems.. in class.. there's problems..
at home.. there's also problems.. me and him.. also got problems..
so freaking pissed.. with my aunt.. freaking pissed with that stupid english teacher..
i think i'll fluke my english with the whole class..

Literature,math,art,PE and social studies.. it's the best lesson i'm having so far..

Literature it's actaully boring.. but if u look at the different view,u tend to find it quite interesting.. just that.. u need to write an assay after everything.. -_-"

MAth.. learning abt locus.. (so slow!!!) other classes are learning real fast.. it's fun draw triangles,circles.... i got addict to drawing those already with my parnther in class!! damn fun.. XD

Art it's boring for those who have not decide on which and what to do.. have no inpiration.. for me.. i got those mentioned.. so it's not boring for me.. i can draw in art lesson.. preparing for my coursework.. it was said.. "if u dont start now.. u are not gonna make it for O levels.. " oh my.. i heard it like.. more than 20 times since last year? lol.. Art it's just great.. only bad thing is.. there's only one teacher.. and.. he cant possiblily go to every student.. sometimes.. i need to wait for daes until he finally come to me.. =) LOOKING FORWARD TO THE 3 DAY ART CAMP!!!

PE is fun without mr goh? lol.. i don like him teaching.. i like the other teacher.. but i don know how do i spell his name thou.. lol.. he don make us run.. (actually we did ran)... he make us play a game,some kind of catching.. but it bring everyne to play a part,it also help in bonding the class spirit.. we did run alot.. just that we are having too much fun that,we didn't even realise that we are running.. how silly huh.. but.. it's a good game! ^^ looking forwards to ur lesson next week!! XD

well.. social studies is also by that teacher whom i donknow how to spell his name.. and i don like mr goh's teaching if compared to this teacher also/.. haha.. (MR goh gonna be feeling sad if i say this to him.) haha.. this teacher was.. WHAO! he make me pay attention to his lesson,by make it so interesting.. make me wanna know more abt that subject.. that was cool.. as i never been interested in social studies ever since i'm in secondary 1.. -_-"

2006-12-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

hello people.. i so long never blog ler..
so boring..
thursdae actually i working moring shift de,then my frd say she got something on
need to work morning.. then i work afternoon los..
i was so happy that i could work morning shift todae!
but.. yawen tell me she need to work morning shift.. she need to go for her relative
de wedding.. sian.. i msg my frd working there de.. ask her whether can work morning
for next week.. she say cannot.. cuz for the whole of next week she working morning..
i dun wan work ler lahs.. everydae work also canno work morning shift.. very tiring to work afternoon de lex!
haiish..
so boring..
just now fell asleep.. for like 4 hours..
then now cannot sleep.. but was forced by my mother to sleep..
gtg ler.. bb.. =)

2006-12-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

It's been long.. since i last blogged..
tired..
2months ago.. ruoxia's mother past away...
recently.. bryan's great grand mother past away..
ytd.. shu juan's father past away...
next.. my grandmother..
she's only gonna live for like 6 to 10 daes..
i feel.. i feel sort of being cursed or something..
so strange..
so scary..
so frightening..

well.. working hard recently? slacking at home?
both.. it's end of november..
and i cant get my pay yet..
bullshit..
i long for the dae i'm gonna get my pay..
but.. my colleague told me that..
Eg. working in this month,u will get ur pay end of the next month...
working the next month.. will get ur pay end of the next next month..
that was like.. whao.. what can i say..
gonna sleep now.. tired..
life is so..
unpreditable..
nitey my frds..

2006-11-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

god.. i'm making myself laugh.. oh well.. how weird can i be!?!?!
thinking about everything that happened.. was so comedy!!!
oh my.. everydae seems to be shortening my life..
thinking of working.. will be so depressing..
thinking of money! so happy!?!?! XD XD
read my friend's blog..
her brother burn the oven.. omg.. that's the funniest ever..
and she.. went to get a pail of water,that cause like huge smoke..
and well.. her brother got banned from cooking.. wad a joke man!

the thoughts of going work tml.. it's so frightening..
working alone,left no one guilding..not knowing what might happened..
gos bless me.. hard.. ='(

nothing really happened this daes! but sure!!
i'm doing like super retarded things everydae..
like mapling.. -_-"
am i obbessed to it?
joker..

the thing that filled my mind..
is still u.. =)

2006-11-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

u look better after ut hair cut.. XD
hahax..

just wanna say..
i found u for like 1year2months2daes ler.. lolx
some people wait a lifetime..
some people search forever..
for that special "you" in them..
but.. i found u!
all will be sacrficed for u..
all will be there for u..
because u are the reason behind everything..
muackieS!!! takkire.. =)

i wanna be the only one u hold on to..
and never let me go..

2006-11-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

hello people..
so tiring....
work and work and work..
working daes and time..
Coming tuesdae-2pmto10pm
Coming wednesdae-2pmto10pm
Coming thursdae-10.15amto6pm
Coming fridae-9.45amto6pm(not comfirm)
Coming saturdae-not sure
Coming sundae-not sure
so tiring.. wanna find me? lolx.. sian.. from coming tuesdae will be one person one shift..
so nobody will be helping.. so sad.. so scary.. later say wrong thing or dunno anything then die.
help!!!!!!!!

2006-11-09T11:57:00.000+08:00

[he's back.. ]
so happy.. hahax.. i was waiting for his msg or call last last night.. then i fell asleep at around2plus.. he msg me at 2.50.. -_- i woke up at 5.. i called him up.. hhaax.. so happy that he's back..at first,i though he reaching s'pore at 5am.. then i call him los... he msg me,i see only,never check the timing mahx.. then call him.. i though he not sleeping.. hahax.. didn't know i woke him up ler.. lolx.. i only sleep for like 3hours... then i chat with him until morning around 8plus.. lolx.. he also never sleep.. =P sorry worx dear.. hahax.. hmm.. nothing to blog about..
just happy that u are back.. =) thanks for visiting me in my working area.. to jinwei,shiwei,and dear.. hahax.. =) muackies people! love ya.. (thanks for the kisses-shiwei) =P

2006-11-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

[2more daes to go..]
so boring.. working is so tiring.. haiish..
working..
for 2 daes only.. commission is aruond $120 ler.. hahax..
all our hard work paid off..
i don know wad to blog..
haiish.. waiting for bryan to come back..
but... he come back i also cannot go meet him or wad..
or go out .. cuz working.. haiish.. so siann..
nvm.. offline ler.. tml working again..
[i am missing u more each dae]

2006-11-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

[6 more daes to go..]
wad to do.. stay at home.. play maple..
obbessed to it ler..die..
u lex? hoping u are fine there.. i know u are..
takkire worx..
[miss u lots..]

2006-10-30T12:16:00.000+08:00

[9 more daes to go..]
just now bryan called me.. from there(new zealand)..
i heard his voice.. he sounds ok.. i got so much to say..
but i can help myself from crying..
sorry that i didn't talk much..
i just wanna hear ur voice..
i've got so much to say.. but.. i'm sorry..
At that moment i recieve ur call.. i'm already gonna cry..
then u keep calling my name..
i wanted to reply.. but i was crying..
sorry.. takkire.. love ya..
[miss u..]

2006-10-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

[9 more daes to go..]
on the 28th..
i didn't sleep.. was so tired.. but i did not sleep..
i only slept in the morning.. at 8.. but i woke up at 11...
and then went out the whole dae.. till night..
around 10.30(29th)..i reach home..
went to use the computer..
download things.. until mid-night 1plus(30th)..
then i go sleep.. morning 9plus..
yawn..
[what to do?]

2006-10-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

[10 more daes to go..]
veri tired.. yesterdae never sleep at all.. so i fell asleep in the morning around 8plus.. then my uncle woke me up around 11plus.. cuz going out mahx.. then wake up los.. headache.. hai..
how i wish bryan is back..
[missing u more while ................................]

2006-10-29T05:37:00.000+08:00

[10 more daes to go]
haix.. now is wad time? 5.32am.. i have't sleep yet..
was waiting for bryan de msg.. he msg me at 3plus!!! he say he woke up ler..
then say he noe going to homestay.. at ang mo de house.. for 7daes..
i though.. well,since he msg me ler.. i can go sleep ler.. but cant fall asleep..
i was worry about him.. what'll happened? he is now alone with strangers..
he's always with her mother or close people.. but now.. he need to stay at stranger de house..
i cant imagine.. cant sleep.. using andrew's computer.. try to play some game
to keep myself out of bryan's stuffs just for awhile? cant sleep..
andrew fell asleep very soon.. guess he's really tired..
what can i do now?
sorry friends if i offended u in anyway somehow.. just moodless.. hope u guys will understand..
[misses u more everydae.]

2006-10-28T15:14:00.000+08:00

[11daes to go]
recieve bryan de msg.. this morning.. he said..
"u must be sleeping and dreaming of me.. hahax..i just woke up.. now going to eat breakfast. i miss u so much.. =( i'll try to call u if i can.. it's expensive.. and i very tired.. "
i was thinking.. did u recieve my msg i sent u? if u did.. i'll be died.. cuz my bill will bomb.. but.. i cant stop myself from msg-ing u..

did receive ur call..
i look forward to that..
but.. it's expensive i know..
gonna takkire alright..
i want no bad news from u..
miss u? of course.. u miss me? i think so.. =X
hahax.. nah.. what should i do when u are away?
well.. try to keep myself occupied..
try to do as many things as possible..
feel so.. heart broken.. not knowing y... maybe u are the reason..

todae going out with andrew.. hope he will accompany me..
will be staying at his house tonight..
and also coming home.. tml afternoon..
gtg ler..

Promise me u'll takkire.. i know u can hear me..
[much love.. ]

2006-10-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

This is a piece or art work from an artist named Vandana Rastogi.
Topic-Loneliness
Themes-Life

2006-10-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

This piece of work is done by Vincent Van Gogh.
Tittle-Potatoes-Eaters
Nuenen,April1885
Oil on canvas

2006-10-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

My impression of this work is that,the background might be trying to show the world has gone down?
the man sitting is not crying nor thinking he's there all white..
ripped of everything..
his soul is crawling under him..
which means,men have gone to the topof the stairs,but
the purpose of life is to end,so everything is nuced..
man is there what to do,while his soul seeks back to old good days..

what do u think?

2006-10-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

[12th more daes to go..]
hmm.. todae just wake up los.. i thought i'll recieve msg from him.. so the first thing i do is go get my phone.. -_- cuz ytd he msg me mahx.. but todae don have maybe he busy bahx.. after that around 10plus.. he msg me.. telling me he at where and also what he's doing.. ask me to take care.. and drink more water.. i msg him ler.. but.. he cannot recieve mahx.. only if he's in singapore..

well.. i'm so bored..at home.. watch tv.. waiting to go for interview next week.. my ah e says i'll be working in taka.. promoting perfumes.. yawen and shirley will be either promoting skincare products or cosmetics..

my ah e say she help me do rebonding.. next week wednesdae i think..mondae going dental.. tuesdae got chalet BBQ.. wednesdae ah e help me rebond.. thursdae not sure,fridae also not sure.. maybe interview?

well.. not knowing what else to say.. hoping he'll call me.. even just for 5seconds..
it's already more than satisfy..
[love u always]

2006-10-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

[13rd more daes to go..]
it's already hard enough for me to say goodbye once..
but..
i've to say that again..
i look fine,i sound fine... ya.. i'm fine..
but..
just feeling empty..
one dae only..
13 more daes to go..
hmm.. we'll miss our 1year2months anni..
u'll be in new zealand and me .. in singapore..
hope u enjoy urself there! i know u will..
like u said.. u reach there.. the wind so nyce..
the scenery there must be great.. =)
enjoy much dear.. takkire.. misses...
[everlasting-love]

2006-10-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

look at this old house..
nyce huh..
it makes me feel what it should be feeling like..
well..i think nobody knows what i'm talking about..haha..
every bit of the house,make it feel unique..

good morning people!
hmm.. wanna say sorry to shiwei,jinwei and bryan.. yesterdae conferencing then my mother come in.. so long.. then i fell asleep.. lucky u guys hang the call.. =P

well,it seems that the excuses i've been giving myself don't hold much anymore..
should i get started on that thing i've been meaning to do for so long..

2006-10-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

so boring.. this few daes also nothing to blog about...
tml going out with bryan.. go watch movie.. watch deathnote.
don know nyce anot..
every go school watch movie.. if not slack.. teachers also never teach de..
so boring.. everybody only goes to school for attendence..
SO BORING!!!
Wednesdae maybe going out with yawen,xin yi,hwei hoon&yijing..
tml is public holidae,Wednesdae is promotion dae.. so don have to go sch de.. whaha..
yesterdae slept for like 3hours only.. -_- but not really tired lex.. like normal dae like that.. whahax... so funny.. but now very tiring.. cuz looking at the computer.. feel like sleeping..
Zzz... snore~

2006-10-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

hmm.. he going to new zealand soon,6 more days..
-_-" ask him don go he still go..
he say if he don go like very bad,cuz the teacher wants him to go..
*puke* see..
i don wan him to go,cuz waste money&i also don wan him to go.
he say cannot don go,cuz teacher ask him to go..
then everything paid ler..
now he say he don feel like going..
cuz everything about geo. (which everybody knows) ...
i also don know wad to say about him..
takkire.. =) will miss u.. be safe..

2006-10-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

gonna return everything on fridae..
all toysrus stuffs..
haha..
so i took one photo of the name tag..
haha..
memories anyway..
haha..
reminds me i once work there..

2006-10-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

boring dae.. yes it is.. cheryl never come.. heard that she's workin.. ruoxia never come.. i guess she's tired.. i hate slient killers.. hahax.. nvm.. hmm.. todae learn something.. from miss chan.. about next year's math.. -_- thou i didn't really understand.. a boring dae..chinese no lesson.. i don take chinese.. sharon pon class. go toilet find me.. we stay there for like hours.. until PE.. we changed.. and went down to the field.. but.. that stupid teacher,wlak here and there,also never like tell us we no lesson.. he just pass by us like that.. -_- yawn.. conclusion: We only have math lesson todae..
To shiwei: sorry worx ah wei.. cant go out with u.. i don know lex.. recently very tiring.. ytd went out with my two friends go find job de.. but also cannot find.. then they wanna watch movie.. so we watch ler.. sorry arhx.. todae cant go out with u,cuz i very tired.. ytd lay down on my bed at 11plus.. lied until around 1plus.. haven't sleep.. then sudden;y felt asleep.. morning woke up at 6.30.. so tiring.. sorry worx.. next time we go out.. i promise.. and i will not make it.. i swear ok? takiire worx.. =) misseSsS~~ loving u always.. =)

2006-10-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

boring.. todae is marking dae.. so don have to get to sch.. yeah.. but.. yawn.. so tiring.. hmm.. later going out with yawen and ruoxia go find job again ler.. quited toysrus.. haha.. after 2 daes only.. then quit ler.. cuz cnanot take it... one dae 16hrs.. omg.. want my life man..so far,yawen,ruoxia and me earn about121 ler.. haha.. 2daes only siax. but it's very tough.. haha.. anyway.. yawen de mummy got lobang.. lolx.. later go with yawen she know where the shop is.. then go interview.. whaha.. Xd gtg ler.. haha.. go eat breakfast.. yeah!!!

2006-10-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

i am gonna kill people.. i am gonna throw my phone first.. so pissed off with that stupid phone.. sicked.. since yesterdae night.. i keep getting cheryl's voicemail.. until now.. i have already recieve up to 100plus of that stupid voicemail thingy..
msg that i recieved since yesterdae night.. is from.. shiwei,wei liang,sharon,my mother. that's all.. the rest of the people who msg me.. i cant recieve a single shit.. -_-

2006-10-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

omg.. u guys need to know this.. working in toysrus is like hell.. working there for half day is like working in long john for like 2 days.. somehow.. start work at 2pm ytd.. to MID-NIGHT 1plus am... this is totally crazy.. my knees.. omg..i'm totally in pain.. just one touch on my knees.. i'm telling u.. i'll scream like hell.. woke up this morning,got a shower.. and went up t my grandma house.. omg.. climbing the stairs.. i'm worst than an old lady.. i cant even heave up my legs.. god.. help.. feel like quiting.. but.. cant.. b-cuz if i quit.. i wouldn't be paid or something.. worked for 10hours ytd.. earn $45... tml working full shift.. that will be 14hours.. which is $63... i cant quit just like that.. if i quit,my $100 over dollars are gone.. so what i can do now.. is to tolerate!!!! after one month.. i'm gonna walk out of toysrus and not gonna come back again! =)

2006-10-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ok.. i heard what * say ler..
also know that she wants u to be a good guy..
she need trust,and also do not like two at a time..
and.. i think * and her can de bahx.. make sure * got her trust..
best wishes to *.. wishing both of u can end up together..
please,do not hurt her.. i slap * arhx.. hahax.. just kidding..
best of luck.. =)
NOTE: ahwei,if he dont wan u liao.. nvm.. lisa will be there for u.. =) misseS.. muAckieS!

2006-10-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

yesterdae slept at around 12plus.woke up at 5plus.stomach pain.haha.so early wake up then go toilet.-_- haha.. paisae arhx.. =Pcannot go back sleep ler,so went to watch teebee till my parents wake up,and scold me.haha.went to the gym with yawen and ruoxia.. we go there not to exercise.. haha.. we go there play de.. so funny.. keep playing.. then slack.. sit down tok tok.. then go play again.. then go home.. hha.. went up for lunch.. stupid cousin.. dont wanna talk about him.. makes me boil..

2006-10-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

pls.. stupid guy.. (not toking about bryan)
forget her before u like another person can?
say wanna jio my friend then after that say wanna patch back with ur ex.
wad the hell u want?
she is my very best buddy can?!
dont ever lay ur hand on her..
come on! get a life lahs!
stop pestering my friend..
pls.. like one person at a time..
u think what,it'll only hurt u mehx? also will hurt other people los!
bull shit..
no offends.. just trying to say what i wanted to.. but u offline..

2006-10-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

repeatingly.. u are saying..
i really regretted.. i am changing.. i am really changing.. i though u have already forgiven me.. i though i have already gain ur trust.. ...................... ................................. ........................... ................... .................. ......................... ...................... .............. ............... ............................ ............................ ...........
U to Me
i'll stop right now,
and tear off the page of the past..
it's going to start with a new chapter..
and no more the past..
u are the author,
i'm the pen.
it's ur choice whether to use me,
to write a new chapter.
i just need u to refill my ink.
i hope to get a chance to write the begining again.
_________________________________________________________
Me to U
To start a new chapter,
it's not easy as u think.
Every chapter started,
a good ending is requried.
To buy a refill,
i need cash.
i need time to bring up cash.
neither do u need to be the pen,
nor i be the author.
we'll just be ourselves,
and let heaven plan the story.
_________________________________________________________
i need time.. to heal.. it'll take a long time.. and u know why..

2006-10-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

I dont deserve whatever u are doing for me..

when.. when can i have a good day? -i doubt..
why did things turn out this way? -it's meant to be..
what do i need to do? -tolerate..
it's gone,isn't it? -maybe..
i need to breathe,can i? -haze.. cant breathe
do i need to? -yes.. and a break..
or can i continue with this? -considering..
are promises meant to be broken? -promises to me,every promises..
or it's only what i think? -everybody thinks so..
am i paranoid? -feelings out of sight..
am i smiling? - broken smile..
troubled? -slient wind in a troubled mind.
did i do enough sacrifices? -if * think it's enough..
did * give what i desire for? -dun ask me..
are * undersatnding? -no.. i'm not one of them either..

trust? -i lost trust.. totally.. in u.. i didn't want to.. but i dun ahve a choice do i?

2006-10-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

People please pray for this egg..

it's a very beautiful egg..

i took a picture of it before it gets burn.. and cooked..

My mother had sinned..

tell u something..

i make a bigger sin.. i ate it.. -_-

2006-10-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

hello people.. dots.. ytd was math paper1.. it's neither hard nor easy.. quite average.. so hoping paper2 will be easier.. *pray god*
hmm.. todae is science paper.. bored.. phyics paper 1!!! omg.. guess what? 5 question which i did last night came out todae.. i got that 5 already.. -_- hha.. paper2 sectionC i did question4 and 5.. for the first page of sectionC i left it blank.. what? lisa are u ok? ... insane..
chemistry paper1 studied ytd too.. came out 2 to 3 question.. so i got 3 marks already..
overall,science paper is easier than preliamary examination.. dots.. whatever...

omg.. help.. get me out of literature.. i cant absorb anymore things my brain memory is full...

2006-10-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

omg.. english paper.. what can i say..
paper One i did question 5.. anyone with me? well.. i wrote totally rubbish.. hahax.. =DDD
paper Two is just sucking my brain.. -_- cant believe that u guys actually say that it's easy!
see.. i told u.. social studies prelimary is easier.. english prelimary is easier too.. -_- god.. bless me please..

2006-09-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

must i always be the one who is making the first move? cant u take the initiative to talk to me or something? why are u asking me to forget about everything time and time again after we quarrel? what has everything come of? or it's just that i didn't notice about this,as i'm use to making the first move? i knew something wasm't right.. as times goes by.. i realise.. there's alot of things that needs to be changed urgently.. but.. now is not the time for this.. something that will hurt u..
"y must u always sink my mood when exams are around the corner?"
i really dont like u asking me y didn't i ask u wad happen to u,y u sad,y are u weird.. i dont like it,when u tell me u just cried or something.. as a guy.. i dont think that he should let his stead know that he cry.. i bet 90% of gals in the whole world will agree with me.. when i told my friends about this.. guess wad they say? "omg.. he makes us feel that he's so weak,so useless?"
what did i got after doing so much for u? worthwhile?
i really dont wanna talk about this now.. i dont even wish to think about it.. u are like making me feel worst that a people who's suffering from depression or something.. *sign...
nvm.. just concentrate on studies now.. best wishes to all people!

2006-09-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

think about what u said.. if i was the one who say this to u.. i can BET 100% u will be very hurt..very very..everytime.. u dig out the past..and we argue over the PAST.. everytime u talk about the past,do u know that i dun wish to talk about it? EVERYTIME u make me sad.. hurt.. make me paranoid.. what can u say? i know.. i know best about what can u say.. u will say. "i''m sorry.. can we forget about the past?" i am really furious.. u dig out the past.. and u ask me to forget about the past.. u make me sad and u ask me not to be sad.. WHATEVER U SAID HAVE ALREADY MADE A VERY DEEP CUT IN MY HEART.. and even if i can forget about it.. the cut will never be forgotten..
or maybe we are just trying to repay in this life time,for our pervious life.. hai.. i dont wanna think this way.. u made me to it.. maybe we are not the one for one another... i dun wanna think this way.. i really dun wish to.. but.. i dont know..
*will update soon*

2006-09-16T11:13:00.000+08:00

ytd just got the news that my grandma need an operation.. my very first feeling when i see her lying on the bed in the hospital... was.. i really feel like crying.. i was thinking if the people lying there wasn't her,if it was me.. how great is it.. she look so strong outside.. but i can feel that she felt miserable.. i wish that she will pull through her operation.. i'll always be by her side.. =)

2006-09-16T11:12:00.000+08:00

everything u say.. everything u do.. u hurt me.. deeply..

2006-09-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

heyhey!here is another birthdae cake from my percious mother! haha.. this cake named "mocha" bought from somewhere in compass.. haha.. lolx.. ytd thou.. haha.. my mother came home with a cake. this one.. <-- i was so happy.. she ask me to open up and gonna blow the cake.. my brother was busying using the computer,so i guess.. i could say there's only me and my mother celebrating my DAMN EARLY birthdae~ haha.. ytd was the very first time she ask me to take a picture with her.. i was shocked..lolx.. very happy ytd.. very very happy.. see.. just a very short time.. with my mother.. she alone sang the birthdae song for me.. i was so touched,but controling not to cry.. i'm always strong infront of my mother! haha.. nah.. well.. wad can i say.. i love her so much.. =) mummy,i'll always love u.

2006-09-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

hahax.. todae so happy~ my cousins and my2aunt and1uncle celebrate my birthdae(early).. they give me a surpise~ first time in my life.. i got a surpise from my relative~ my parents also never like that de.. haha.. i too happy ler.. just now.. they all go home that time... dun know y suddenly feel like crying.. lolx.. siao de lahs me.. anyway~ thanks to my both aunt and uncle and andrew!!!! for choosing the cake.. haha.. nyce cake~

2006-09-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went out with yawen and shujuan and bryan go buy present for ruoxia.. then horx.. hhaa.. i only know very funny lahs.. lolx.. i also dunknow wad to say..we walk until leg wanna break ler.. lolx.. so difficult to buy ruoxia present..
after then went dinner with sheue lee... that MONSTER! argHH~ hha.. we go eat yuki yaki.. then horx.. bryan very tired.. cuz he say yawen and shujuan use up all his energy.. haha.. sheue lee very hugnry bahx.. she eat alot.. me and bryan at first very hungry then dun know wad happened.. we reach there.. then not hungry liao.. but.. SHEUE LEE keep giving us food.. haha.. then she say must give her face! cuz she da jie mahx.. so must eat.. haha.. after food.. me and sheue lee like fighting for fruits.. haha.. she cut i eat.. haha.. i cut she eat.. very funny.. dun know how to say.. hhaa.. will update soon~ bye~

2006-09-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

and horx! that Tan Sheue Lee!!!! my Da Jie.. for the very first time.. she wanna chat with me.. hhaa. as in so late ler lahs.. chat with her until around 1AM.. then todae morning woke up at 9.33AM.. I AM SO TIRED! wanna sleep somemore but dont know y wake up ler.. sian.. i wan an muo... hahax.. haha.. later she scold me.. i put her name so big.. haha.. i put huge not large.. haha! biggest de.. haha.. she must be very honoured to have her name inside mt blog.. haha..

2006-09-06T10:57:00.000+08:00

well.. i totally agreed with cheryl that social studies paper can make us doze off in a really short time.. -_-

2006-09-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

omg! i wanna cry ler lahs.. shi wei! i wan hugs.. ='(
haix.. what the hell.. we stduy de only come out one.. which is the healthcare! then the stupid welfare state thing! everytime i read until healthcare finish,see that welfare thing.. thinking whether wanna read anot.. -_- omg! god had help me.. but i didn't notice.. omg! i wanna go kill myself.. -_-
sobsob.. very very very bad mood!